So, for those of you who remember MAA she has been going through a very difficult personal struggle. She posted a lengthy message on her facebook explaining everything to her friends and fans. Big thanks to tenshi_no_hane @ AHS for translating.
Yesterday I posted a shocking message.
I think I reached the limit of my patience.
It may have been my final act of power.
To think power harassment and sexual harassment could turn me into such a mess, both physically and mentally…
My once beautiful skin has also become a mess due to sleeping pills and stabilizers.
I let him have his way for a long time. Because I didn’t have the courage to run. Because I accepted it somehow. For my family. To make a living. To not suddenly lose my job and my salary.
It felt like I was being abused.
I tried so very hard to just get used to it.
I am useless. It’s all my fault. I have no talent.
Maybe that’s why I am being treated like this…?
Every day I wished I would die.
I am thankful to the people around me, my dear friends, who stood up for me when I broke down.
You worry about me. You call and email me. You fight with me.
Those things encourage me.
That’s why I was able to try and stand back up.
Thanks to the brave actions of my friends and thanks to the support of those around me, I am now trying to get past this.
Thank you very much for everything.
Above is the original post, she later edited it down. If you have a facebook account you can leave her a message here